urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk LOUD & OUT OF KEY. LOUD & OUT OF KEY. 2008-02-14T06:02:15Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:17484 2008-02-14T06:02:15Z 2008-02-14T06:02:15Z turn off the light - nelly furtado 1. last phone call?<br />my brother<br /><br />2. last beverage:<br />water<br /><br />3. last movie you watched?<br />mean girls<br /><br />4. last text message?<br />this guy i hooked up with like 4 months ago and haven't talked to since...until today. it was weird.<br /><br />5. last CD played:<br />i don't listen to cds anymore<br /><br />6: last BUBBLE bath:<br />this summer probably<br /><br />7: last time you cried :<br />today<br /><br />8. last meal:<br />7:40 to be exact<br /><br />SEVEN have you’s:<br /><br />1. have you ever dated someone twice?:<br />sort of<br /><br />3. have you ever kissed someone & regretted it?:<br />oh my yes<br /><br />4. have you ever fallen in love?<br />yes.<br /><br />5. have you ever lost someone?:<br />yes<br /><br />6.have you ever slept until 2pm?:<br />hell yeah<br /><br />7. have you ever been drunk and thrown up?<br />yes<br /><br />3 things you did in the past 10 days that stick out in your head:<br />1. wrote a restaurant review about a pastry shop downtown<br />2. stood up for myself<br />3. gave in to someone i shouldn't have<br /><br /><br /><br />list 7 people you tell pretty much anything to –<br />becca<br />amanda<br />claire<br />eva<br />leslie<br />leah<br />my mom<br /><br /><br />list FOUR things you want to do before you die -<br />live in paris<br />run a marathon<br />get a tattoo<br />meet dave matthews<br /><br />list THREE favorite colors —<br />pink<br />blue<br />purple<br /><br />list TWO favorite alchoholic drinks -<br />jack&coke, mojitos<br /><br />list ONE thing you will do this weekend-<br />drink<br /><br />This month have you…<br /><br />Laughed until you cried:<br />yes<br /><br />Went behind your parents back?<br />don't need to anymore<br /><br />RANDOM:<br /><br />1. Your last kiss?<br />sunday afternoon<br /><br />2. Gay Marriage?<br />is cool with me<br /><br />3. Lowering the drinking age?<br />in less than a year i won't give a shit<br /><br />4. Are you Straight, Gay, Lesbian, Bi, Antisexual, or other?<br />straight<br /><br />5. Who are the best huggers that you know?<br />i don't know many bad huggers to be honest<br /><br />6. Do you believe in love at first sight?<br />no, but i believe in feeling very connected to someone after knowing them for a short time<br /><br />7. Is there something you want to tell someone?<br />yes<br /><br />8. What brand of shirt are you wearing?<br />one from american eagle, one from hollister<br /><br />9. Would you kiss any of your friends?<br />already have a few of them...woops<br /><br />10. What is your current annoyance?<br />my period<br /><br />11. How many kids do you want to have?<br />2,3,4...but no more than that<br /><br />12. Do you want to change your name?<br />no, i love it<br /><br />13. Last time you saw the love of your life?<br />not sure i have a love of my LIFE yet, but i see people i love everyday<br /><br />14. What did you do for your last birthday?<br />went out to dinner in the north end with my best friends<br /><br />15. What time did you wake up today?<br />9:30 am<br /><br />16. What were you doing at midnight last night?<br />writing a paper and<br /><br />17. Name something you CANNOT wait to do<br />figure out what the hell i'm doing this summer<br /><br />18. What is your favorite thing in your room?<br />my picture wall<br /><br />20. Where is your best friend right now?<br />i have lots of 'em<br /><br />21. Do you say 'i love you' to just anyone?<br />no. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:17178 2007-10-12T05:40:23Z 2007-10-12T05:40:23Z sometimes i get tired of not being told what i want to hear.<br /><br />i know people tell me what i SHOULD hear, what is ultimately "best" for me, and they do it because they love me, and because they care about me. but sometimes i want to believe that the impossible is possible. sometimes that's the only thing that gets me through a bad day. i guess i'm tired of people being skeptical about what <i> i</i> want. aren't i allowed to want something without people left and right telling me that "realistically, that probably won't happen." i can't help how i feel, and i can't help what i want. as a person, aren't i supposed to have some idea of what will make <i>me</i> happy? yeah, that's right. ME. some might say, well, maybe you're wrong about what will make you happy. and to that i say, so fucking what. so i'm wrong. atleast i will have tried, and atleast i allowed myself to wish for something no matter how impossible or "unrealistic" it may have been. yes, i may get hurt. yes, i may be crushed. but atleast i won't look back however many years later, wishing i had just tried. <br /><br />it's not like i want people to have to put on an act around me and say things they don't feel. and it's not that i don't appreciate all the people that care about me and don't want to see me get hurt. trust me, i really appreciate it all, and i feel very blessed to have those kind of people around me. i guess what i'm trying to say is that i feel like all i've been getting lately is... "well, realistically..."<br /><br />just let me be a little unrealistic for a while so i can see where it takes me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:16784 2006-12-11T03:42:05Z 2006-12-11T03:50:47Z "Roses" - Kanye West confused about boys here<br />confused about boys at home<br />confused about boys across the country<br />what else is new?<br /><br />but can i please talk about how beautifully amazing this city is during the holiday season? i'm going to anyways. all the trees in the boston common have lights in them, the frog pond is now an ice skating rink, the hyatt has red and green lights all over it, and just everywhere is decked out in christmas stuff. i love it. if you've never been to boston, you seriously need to get your booty over here because it honestly my favorite city in the whole wide world. (well besides ROC of course!)<br /><br />with that said, i'll miss boston dearly, but<br />I CANNOT WAIT TO COME HOME!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:16419 2006-10-01T18:32:38Z 2006-10-01T18:32:38Z as far as i'm concerned, last night didn't happen. oh dear. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:16381 2006-09-27T00:16:28Z 2006-09-27T00:16:28Z "so far away" - donavon frankenreiter i read the front section of the boston globe everyday in my favorite spot of the boston common <br />i can navigate the T like a pro, and not fall over when it lurches to a stop<br />i work out almost everyday. i've even lost a little bit of weight i think. <br />i love walking to classes and seeing the boston skyline right down the street.<br />i take notes, i pay attention, i do my homework, and i feel like i'm actually learning new things for the first time in a while. <br />my friends here are fantastic. i'm getting my belly button pierced on friday. i have a crush. <br />i'm pledging a sorority in the spring. <br /><br />coming back on the T from tufts and seeing the boston skyline and the sailboats on the charles river, i got goosebumps knowing that this is the city that i live in and that's what i was going home to.<br />all in all, i love college, i love boston, and i feel like for once, my life is actually going in the direction that i want it to. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:16003 2006-08-18T15:23:21Z 2006-08-18T15:23:21Z things have been superb lately.<br />i'm leaving in exactly two weeks.<br />it's sad for sure, but it's that much more exciting.<br />BOSTON get ready for meeeeeeeeee! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:15845 2006-08-03T16:35:45Z 2006-08-03T16:39:04Z i said goodbye to one of my best friends yesterday.<br />stay spicy and knock their socks off baby girl. i love you.<br /><br /><i>sing us a song you're the piano man<br />sing us a song tonight<br />well we're all in the mood for a melody<br />and you've got us feelin' alright</i> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:15406 2006-07-26T04:45:11Z 2006-07-26T04:45:11Z "untitled 1" - keane So, here's how it works:<br />Open your music player (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).<br />Put it on shuffle.<br />Press play.<br />For every question type the song that's playing.<br />When you go to a new question press the "next" button.<br />Some songs fit perfectly.<br /><br /><br />My Life Soundtrack...<br />Opening Credits: #41 - Dave Matthews Band<br />Waking Up: Paranoid Android - Radiohead<br />Falling in Love: Baby Let Me Hold Your Hand - Ray Charles<br />Fight scene: Don't Dwell - 311<br />Breaking up: Set It Off - P.O.D.<br />Getting back together: The Two Of Us - NSYNC<br />Secret Love: Existensialism On Prom Night - Straylight Run<br />Life's okay: Nookie - Limp Bizkit<br />Mental breakdown: Hella Good - No Doubt<br />Driving Flashback: Priceless - Incubus<br />Partying: Sorry Sorry - Rooney<br />Happy dance: What You Waiting For - Gwen Stefani<br />Regretting: All My Life - Foo Fighters<br />Long night alone: New York State of Mind - Billy Joel<br />Death Scene: Grapevine - Creedence Clearwater<br />End Credits: Cowboy - Kid Rock<br /><br />That worked out quite well. I bought pretty much everything for my dorm room, and I'm still caught up in the world of coordination and color schemes. I have a new friend who works at Bed Bath and Beyond; her name is Aubrey and we're on first name basis due to the amount of returns, gift cards, and coupons I have exchanged with her. I know the lady at Bed Bath and Beyond better than I know my roommate. Oh wait, that's right, my roommate and I haven't talked yet. She has no facebook, no myspace, and doesn't answer my e-mails. Should I be sketched out? Too late, I already am. Wish me luck? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:15128 2006-07-19T04:33:20Z 2006-07-19T04:33:20Z my brother watching espn 1. are you missing someone right now?: more than ever<br />2. are you happy: yes<br />3. are you talking to anyone right now: no<br />4. are you bored: why else would i be filling this out?<br />5. are you german: yes<br />6. are you irish: no<br />7. are you french: very much so<br />8. are you Italian: no<br />9. are your parents still married: yes<br />10. do you like someone right now: i like quite a few people actually<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />TEN FAVORITE:<br />1. tv: grey's and the office<br />2. flower: plumeria<br />3. color: pink<br />4. sport: football<br />5. mall: eastview<br />6. music: oh dear, just about everything.<br />7. food: see above<br />8. season: summer<br />9. animal: callie<br />10. state: newyorkvirginiamassachusettsmarylandnorthcarolina<br /><br />TEN FACTS.<br />1. hometown: charleston slash rochester<br />2. hair color: light brown<br />4. hair style: depends on my mood<br />5. eye color: blue<br />6. shoe size: 7, last time i checked<br />7. mood: content<br />8. orientation: straight<br />9. available: it's complicated <br />10. lefty/righty: lefty<br /><br />TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.<br />1. have you ever been in love: yessir<br />2. do you believe in love: yes<br />3. why did your last relationship fail: distance sucks<br />4. have you ever been heartbroken: yes<br />5. have you ever broken someone's heart?: i hope not!<br />6. have you ever fallen for your best friend: no<br />7. have you ever liked someone but never told them: oh yes...but they usually figure it out on their own<br />8. are you afraid of commitment: i don't know<br />9. have you ever kissed someone you liked: yes<br />10. have you ever had a secret admirer: that would be pretty sweet<br /><br />TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.<br />1. love or lust: they are both scrumptious<br />2. hard liquor or beer: i'll take either, but i'm a beer girl at heart<br />3. night or day: night<br />4. one night stands or relationships: relationships<br />5. television or internet: both at the same time...that's how i roll<br />6. pepsi or coke: shhh i'm trying to drink soda anymore. don't tempt me.<br />7. wild night out or romantic night in: romantic night in definitely<br />8. colored pictures or black and white pictures: black & white...though colored pictures can be quite nice<br />9. phone or in person: in person<br />10. aim or myspace: AIM<br /><br />TEN HAVE Y0U EVER.<br />1. have you ever been caught sneaking out: no<br />2. have you ever skinny dipped: yes<br />3. have you ever done something you regret: of course, but i'm happy with the way things are now<br />4. have you ever bungee jumped: no, and i have no desire to at this point in time<br />5. have you ever been on a house boat: no, but that would be awesome<br />6. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker: you know i've never really kept track of that<br />7. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: yes<br />8. have you ever been caught by your parents with a hickey: i'm very good at hiding things...<br />9. have you ever danced in the rain: YES (jaya!)<br />10. have you ever had a hang over: i don't really get hangovers all too often, no matter how much i drink urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:14896 2006-07-14T05:31:27Z 2006-07-14T05:31:27Z i'm spending a week in my favorite place in the entire world for the last time<br />see y'all on the 22nd urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:14484 2006-05-22T15:47:04Z 2006-05-22T15:47:04Z jack's mannequin i'm currently writing a 500-word essay on the meaning of life and death. kind of a broad topic to write only 500 words on, don't ya think? yeah 13 school days left after this. 13, thirteen, one-three...it really isn't a lot but it seems like a hell of a lot.<br /><br />i graduate exactly one month from today.<br />i wish it would get warmer.<br />i'm redonkulously excited for this week/weekend.<br />my ball dress is amazing, not gonna lie. there will be pictures.<br />i love facebook and boston and ahh i'm leaving in 3 months!<br />i should really get back to my essay... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:14334 2006-05-12T00:58:03Z 2006-05-12T00:58:03Z well...<br />that's that. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:13640 2006-04-26T20:25:07Z 2006-04-26T20:25:47Z "Bingo" - M.I.A. <center><big><big><big><big>BOSTON UNIVERSITY <br /><br />Class of 2010<br /><br /><br /><br />!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</big></big></big></big></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:13417 2006-04-25T22:52:48Z 2006-04-25T22:52:48Z "kick your game" - TLC i turned 18 on sunday...weird. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:13140 2006-04-20T03:53:26Z 2006-04-20T03:53:26Z tell me<br />boston university, university of maryland, or mcgill university? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:13054 2006-04-11T21:55:54Z 2006-04-11T21:55:54Z ummm i really want to go to boston<br />my parents basically want me to go to mcgill cause it's cheaper<br />more money pretty please BU? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:12575 2006-03-29T04:30:13Z 2006-03-29T04:30:13Z "Everything In Its Right Place" - Radiohead <big><big>I GOT INTO BOSTON UNIVERSITYYYY!!</big></big><br /><br /><br />and i really honestly truly didn't think i would<br />but i did<br />so now i'm once again not sure about where i'll be next year<br />because i love boston<br />but i still love maryland<br />and it's pretty much 50/50 <br />or more like 60/40 because i'm soso in love with boston right now<br />but in a few days i know i'll be completely and utterly undecided<br />because i'm in loveee with bothhh<br />so basically what it all comes down to is this<br /><br />dear colleges (specifically boston u. and univ. of MD)<br />give me more money. you won't regret it!<br />love love love, alice elaine<br /><br /><br />gas to take me to boston for a campus tour: $100 (<b>edit:</b>actually i'm not entirely sure how accurate that is, but go with it)<br />parking pass at BU: $10<br />application fee: $65<br />running out of the classroom in the middle of stat and sprinting to the library with claire to check my admissions decision and then dancing and shrieking in the middle of the quiet section of the library when i found out i got into boston: PRICELESS<br /><br />kayyy so maybe that one wasn't as effective as the credit card commercials, but you get the idea. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:12403 2006-02-24T20:39:24Z 2006-02-24T20:39:24Z "Workout Plan" - Kanye West hey you know what?<br />john mayer never wrote me back. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:12074 2006-02-23T04:22:37Z 2006-02-23T04:22:37Z "when it's good" - ben harper <center>hey hey hey<br />went to college park today<br />maryland is fab, and i reallyrullyreally wanna go there<br />i'm staying overnight there on 420 mwaha<br />break is treating me well<br />but i miss my girls<br />and my boys<br />and just everyone<br />don't wanna go back to school at all whatsoever<br />what else is new<br />high school needs to be over soon<br />what else is new</center><br /><br />so seriously, what else is new? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:11921 2006-02-18T05:29:44Z 2006-02-18T05:31:00Z spontaneous squeals coming from yours truly valentine's day was the usual.<br />but now i'm in love...with a particularly amazing place, known to most as a mid-atlantic state right below the mason-dixon line that, as far as i'm concerned, is going to be my home next year.<br /><br />if none of that made any sense to you, ask me if i got in.<br />just ask me if i got in. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:11608 2006-02-08T03:01:45Z 2006-02-08T03:02:09Z why does everyone make such a big deal out of "stealing" surveys?<br />does anyone actually give a fuck? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:11405 2006-01-26T05:30:32Z 2006-01-26T05:32:25Z the first half of my senior year is over. no more econ or mmed's or law and gov't or stressing about school. i find out about maryland in less than three weeks, and i don't think i've ever been more nervous.<br /><br />for the first time, <br />i'm realizing that this year is slipping away more quickly than i ever thought it would.<br />i'm accepting that i might not actually get into maryland.<br />i'm realizing just how difficult it's going to be to say goodbye.<br /><br /><br />after all of this excitement and restlessness to get out,<br />for the first time, i'm actually scared about leaving. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:11086 2006-01-09T21:24:22Z 2006-01-09T21:25:55Z <big><big>in honor of the fact that i finished my economics term paper last night about the iPod industry (two days ahead of the deadline, i might add) i decided to include this iPod survey in my update.</big></big><br /><br />Sort by song title:<br />* First Song: "#1" - Nelly<br />* Last Song: "Zee Deveel" - Incubus<br /><br />Sort by time:<br />* Shortest Song: "Situations" - Jack Johnson<br />* Longest Song: "Two Step (Live at Central Park)" - Dave Matthews Band <br /><br />Sort by album:<br />* First Song: "Every Morning" - Sugar Ray<br />* Last Song: "Kingdom Come" - Coldplay<br /><br />Top 10 most played songs:<br />1. "Change the World" - Eric Clapton<br />2. "Amsterdam" - Coldplay<br />3. "Jackolantern's Weather" - 311<br />4. "Honey and the Moon" - Joseph Arthur<br />5. "Amber" - 311<br />6. "In My Place" - Coldplay<br />7. "What Would You Say" - Dave Matthews Band<br />8. "Say I Yi Yi" - Ying Yang Twins<br />9. "Southern Girl" - Incubus<br />10. "Daylight" - Coldplay<br /><br />First five songs that come up on shuffle:<br />1. "All These Things That I've Done" - The Killers<br />2. "Parkdale" - Metric<br />3. "Crosstown Traffic" - Jimi Hendrix<br />4. "Make Yourself" - Incubus<br />5. "So Lonely" - Twista feat. Mariah Carey<br /><br />Search...<br />"sex", how many songs come up?: 8<br />"love", how many songs come up?: 28<br />"you", how many songs come up?: 97<br />"death", how many songs come up?: 11<br />"hate", how many songs come up?: 0<br />"wish", how many songs come up?: 3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:10812 2005-12-11T05:53:00Z 2005-12-11T06:11:20Z "Always" - Blink Wow...soo uh whatsup livejournal?<br />I haven't been on here in forever...I'm not even going to bother trying to catch up on all my friend's entries. I guess myspace has kind of taken over.<br />Surprisingly, even though it's been a really reaaally long time, I still don't have much to write.<br />Uhh, senior year is sweet<br />I work at Hollister<br />I went to the Dave Matthews Band concert on Wednesday because it is my favorite band in the whole entire world and it was absolutely amazing. Especially Boyd's killer solos ...aaaand DAve's ass in those red pants...holy shit.<br />I also got into UNiversity of Pittsburgh and UVM<br />but i won't decide where i'm going till i hear from the rest of my schools.<br /><br />and now, in true livejournal fashion, i will do a survey. because I miss these things.<br /><br />1) Was 2005 a good year for you?<br />it started out a little iffy...but at this point it is probably the most exhilarating and amazing time i've ever had.<br /><br />2) What was your favorite moment of the year?<br />prom, London, swim season, homecoming, various adventures in recent months...<br /><br />3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?<br />uh...saying goodbye to people leaving for college and ventures, aaand a few encounters with the rents<br /><br />4) Where were you when 2005 began?<br />at jon's house<br /><br />5) Who were you with?<br />my family and the davidssons<br /><br />6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?<br />hopefully a party, maybe with my family, maybe both?<br /><br />7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?<br />preferably a hot guy haha, but hey, as long as it's someone sweet, it's all good <br /><br />8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?<br />pshh i don't even think i made any<br /><br />9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?<br />same old same old<br /><br />10) Did you fall in love in 2005?<br />i think so..<br /><br />11) Do you regret it?<br />not at all<br /><br />12) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?<br />ehhh, no<br /><br />13) Did you make any new friends in 2005?<br />yes!!<br /><br />14) Who are your favorite new friends?<br />i love everybodyyyy<br /><br />15) What was your favorite month of 2005?<br />september october november december<br /><br />16) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?<br />yeah! england scotland canada<br /><br />17) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?<br />a whole whoppin' lot...maryland virginia north carolina pennsylvania south carolina massachusetts<br /><br />18) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?<br />no one died...but yeah<br /><br />19) Did you miss anybody in the past year?<br />oh jeez...yesssss<br /><br />20) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?<br />40 year old virgin, and wedding crashers<br /><br />21) What was your favorite song from 2005?<br />honky tonk badonkadonk!<br /><br />22) What was your favorite record from 2005?<br />Stand Up by DMB<br /><br />23) How many concerts did you see in 2005?<br />two...Dave matthews band and the jazz fest in july<br /><br />24) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?<br />DAVE!!!!!!<br /><br />25) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?<br />hellyessssss<br /><br />28) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?<br />yeah, but i don't regret it!<br /><br />29) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?<br />hmmm...idk<br /><br />30) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?<br />yes, but we worked it out<br /><br />31) Did anyone treat you badly in 2005?<br />hmmm yeah<br /><br />32) How much money did you spend in 2005?<br />a lot a lot a lot...and getting a job at Hollister probably hasn't helped much<br /><br />33) What was your proudest moment of 2005?<br />getting into college, getting my best time in the 100 breast stroke at my last meet EVER<br /><br />34) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?<br />haha there isn't one sticking out at this point in time, but there are manyyyy<br /><br />35) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 what would it be?<br /><br /><br />36) What are your plans for 2006?<br />billy joel march 25th, finishing off senior with a bang, then <big><big><big>COLLEGEEEEEE</big></big></big> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sweet___talk:10566 2005-10-05T03:39:40Z 2005-10-05T03:39:40Z "Heart Shaped Box" - Nirvana Work sucks. I want to get a new job. I think that's what I'll do.<br />I can't go to the Fallout Boy concert tomorrow night cause of all the shit I have to do.<br />I hate how I haven't been able to stick to <i>anything</i> that I resolve to do lately.<br />I've been REALLY moody these past couple weeks...you've caught me at a low point.